Scream. Shriek. Screech.

apologizing to myself that I've not loved myself enough to go through that kind of mistreatment. 

I've been living in denial. I only remember the good things of yours and didn't dare to face the bad side. probably that's the reason why I can go on and on trying to fix things.

my abundance of love for you is real, but you threw it away so meanly. 

someone else will appreciate it the next time.

such love and hatred, I think I'm going for hatred, for myself.

 IMY, tho.