Friday, January 3, 2014

Happy belated and early birthday


happy belated birthday to the eldest and early one to the oldest! 

no one can compare to the love and support they have given to me during my hardest time in life. 

I love all of you! 

Thursday, January 2, 2014

JB


hey, my name is JB! I was dumped by my previous owner and tied under a tree for a few days, rain or shine, without food and water. but now... I got myself a new home!! ✌️:)

 I was overwhelmed by his size when we adopted him and that also means I clearly have not seen a St. Bernard before. oh my.

but we are glad to have you too. welcome to our new home, JB boy.

Wednesday, January 1, 2014

Great beginning


what a 2013 year that i have been through. the downside of it was there were many heart wrecked moments, while the upside is I've learnt a lot through experiences. hoping it will be put to good use for self improvement.

2014 is going to be different. I can feel it already. the goodness is coming or perhaps it's already in my way. every year i made many resolutions and goals that were barely met. this year I only have two resolutions made. and I'll do anything to fulfill it.

have you made your resolutions for the year? ;) let's strive in together!

Friday, December 27, 2013

December

It's only another 4 days to 2014.

I can't wait because i am already feeling the goodness that is going to happen in my life next year!
less complications and in the midst of getting back that new courage i have lost for months.

365 days, one picture; let see how long i can keep up with that.

I welcome you, 2014. <3

Tuesday, September 24, 2013

apologizing to myself that I've not loved myself enough to go through that kind of mistreatment. 

I've been living in denial. I only remember the good things of yours and didn't dare to face the bad side. probably that's the reason why I can go on and on trying to fix things.

my abundance of love for you is real, but you threw it away so meanly. 

someone else will appreciate it the next time.

such love and hatred, I think I'm going for hatred, for myself.

 IMY, tho.

Monday, September 23, 2013

Sunday, September 15, 2013

self speak



things don't always happen when you expect them to, nor do they necessarily follow the right order. some major life events happen to people in the first third if their journey, some in the second. and mine, now, in this very present moment.  i know there will be more hardship in the future, and God will never stop making me fall and learn. 

I need to keep growing. it would be nice not to have to wait for the things we want. it's especially challenging when it seems like everyone around me was given access to the fast lane while I'm stuck in traffic.


I'm not short on love for other people, but I haven't always been so kind to myself. 

change is good, yet quite often we won't make it unless we're compelled to do so. and it'll not work if is only one sided.

learn to know yourself, love yourself. swim in it, love it and embrace the new opportunities. 

its difficult, it hurts sometimes, and you'll feel like your strength has been sapped. but it hasn't. you are more than you know, and by realizing this, you'll start to see the tests as signs that illuminate your pathway. 

life is messy, glorious, heartbreaking, its a journey that goes from light to dark and back again. but, in this darkness you find your strength. I'm still fumbling, but i believe better days are ahead because i trust in You.