Saying goodbye is never easy.

Having to experience two different parting session with two different people in a week, sucks. Was i not matured enough? that i still feel a whole lot of sadness building up in me. The fact that saying goodbye makes me realize a lot of things clearer now, and it scares me.

It was my first, experiencing a good colleague leaving last Friday. She's more than a colleague; she is in fact a very good friend of mine. We shared a lot of happy moment together, pleasant conversation and all our dirty little secrets that we have never once shared with others. Its a pain to see her leave and knowing that i will not see her as often saddened me. Work is so going to be less exciting now. However, the good side is, she is now officially my friend and we will never have to deal with any office politics anymore. Thank you for being my no.1 listener at all time and the encouragements you have given me! I'm sure going to miss you lots.

In these 2 days, it was also my first to experience such dramatic goodbye session that i have ever had with anyone else. Dramatic, in a good way. That proves how much feeling i have in me for you. And to make it more dramatic, it's only for a short period of time and it have already affected me quite badly. I can't imagine how is it like if you are going to be away for month(s).

You are now going further and further away from me. But no matter how far you are away from me, thinking of you makes me feel like i am never alone, i can find comfort through memories of you. I wish you feel the same too. I will wait for you. Can't wait to receive your text or hear from you. I will be good, i promise.

Well, like they all said, distance do makes the heart grow fonder! right? i will be strong.

♥ you, i am off to bed.