:'(

dislike bruises for the first time of my life. 

iamnotanaccident

no, that trauma you faced was not easy.

And God wept that it hurt you so;

But it was allowed to shape your heart

So that into his likeness you'd grow.

happiness is, falling in love? 

are you sure?

yes, it's true that when I was in that great insecurity period, I condemned many things and truly a hypocrite. I'm not ashamed to admit. 

and chasing after a love that I know it was never there, living in denial, losing myself and be away from God, countless mistakes I have done. 

I know I deserve such pain. 

a guy that lay his finger on a girl, we know what's best to do. denial is not a solution.

your suffering could be too great to bear, but keep praying.

Tuesday

because I hope to see a mutual understanding. 

you love me for who I am and you picked me up at my worst. thank you. 

ouch ouch ouch

that's one hell of a distraction! 

I'm afraid because I'm awake now. reality and truth are brutal, I should have known. 

Saturday

Dear God, 

please wrap your arms around those that are hurting, and let them know how much you love them.

I thank You for the blessing you have provided and the never ending lesson that ive learnt and will learn. 

I might be down and broken, but nothing is impossible knowing You'll never forsake me. 

last

beyond devastating.

whatever she did or do is not going to change anything, it's all one-sided.

it's like one tight slap,

and it's time to wake up. 

pushing the limits

I don't know how long it will last, but this is the best I could do. 

worth it or not; we'll soon find out. 

appreciation and support is all I need, and I know that one person will always be on my side. <3

Tuesday night

boyfie's favorite sport. 

that's him chasing the ball :D

can't wait to get rid the insano behavior of us both. 

least, I would. for you. 

forgotten

forget those who forget you.

but under special circumstances,

 I ain't forgetting you. 

Moving forward.

just one hug, and tell me everything is going to be okay. 

; those ugly names that have been called. who would? 

happy Monday.

I miss my old confident self. 

on my way. 

chasing pavement

should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavement, even if it leads nowhere.

song stuck in my head. 

Miss

it's too much for a girl to deserve to be treated that way.

maybe she's just not the one for you.

maybe he realized it too, that's why he have the heart to do that. 

she's all smiles last year; now it's the opposite. how things can changed. 

I miss that person who gave me such good memories before, who made me smile when he's next or not next to me, will patch things up whenever we had an argument; not the person you are now. 

memories keep me going. 

it takes anyone to stand by your side at your best; but it takes a special one to stand by your side at your worst. 

could it be you?