sometimes things that you don't want to know is not because you're not interested. you're avoiding it because you're afraid of the outcome, afraid of doing something stupid after knowing what you don't want to know. but in the end, you gained nothing. oh wait.. you do gain something. you gained that extra insecurity and unnecessary fear that will kill and eat you emotionally; and you devalue your self worth when you know that you actually worth more than that. so, why let emotions take over you when you should be the one taking control in it? easier said than done, life is a bitch.
and, what is there that forgiveness cannot achieve? not forgiving someone destroys you more than it destroys them. and forgiveness is also not saying: what you did to me is okay. it is saying: I'm not going to let what you did ruin my happiness forever. there must be a reason in every mistakes done and depends on how you analyze it and why did it happened?
"Being human means being complex, it means being consumed by a million and one thoughts at any given moment. It means trying to survive and thrive and create a self that you’re happy with. But that self is complicated, that self isn’t perfect and it never will be. And rather than expecting people to always live up to who we think they are, maybe we can accept that people are allowed to be complicated and to be inconsistent and to live, rather than to always perform. Maybe just maybe, we can allow each other to simply be human".
interesting, isn't it? if only we will allow each other to simply be human.
now, when was the last time you actually lay yourself down and hear yourself breathe?
to feel that inner peace in you, and to feel yourself again?
time is crucial and is running out on me. but,
Have a little faith; I wish I'll be in love with hope in no time.
