June 18th 2012

I might have failed miserably in other things, but I have found myself other happiness; If only things work out and I believe it will. God works in mysterious ways. I am a happy girl now.

Thank you.

Had a super rough week, felt like i have went through the biggest failure and disappointment throughout my whole life. But i am ready to move on; its no use crying over spilled milk. I know i have a lot more to learn in life, especially learning to look forward but not looking back and grieve over the past. 

At the same time, words can't express the gratitude i feel when i think about those who have been there for me the whole time and motivated me with all kinds of stories. You guys have been supportive through this difficult time. All of you are truly a blessing in my life. I couldn't have made it alone without all of you. 

A BIG THANK YOU. 

However, despite the miserable weekend i had, some people brightened me up as well : 

So naughty yet so adorable.

Can't resist! <3 <3 <3

Musical wasn't the greatest of all but the companion i had with me was the best of all time! :)

"The only people with whom you should try to get even are those who have helped you." 
John E. Southard

There's always rainbow after the rain.

i will never forget that.

you know what i meant.

and for him,

i am all smiles ,

every day and night. :)

A chapter in a past.

Skimming through the pictures in my camera ages ago, reminiscing the whole lot of memories, feeling so melancholy about everything. How did time flies so fast and the changes in life have been quite drastically changed? We often said people comes and go in your life. So easily said than done. But nevertheless, every experience that you encountered made you someone stronger.

There were the times where we laughed with absolutely no reason at all; Being bitchy to whom who has a problem with us; Making fun of each other.

Undeniably i missed all those and her presence.

But there also comes a point in your life, when you realize who really matters, who never did, and who always will. I believe I have done my part in these years, making much of an effort, most of the time.

I guess i haven't really changed, still pretty much sensitive over issues like this. But im proud to say, im very much stronger now. Though I thought both of us are pretty much irreplaceable to each other. However, this would be the last, I'm not young anymore, according to him - I will still have to accept the fact that people comes and go in your life.

It's fact, not fiction.

Throwing all the sadness behind; Because i have always knew...

it might be stormy now, but it can't rain forever.

:)

For some reason, I'm ready to embark on my second chapter now. God bless!

Curtain closed.

The previous chapter of my life is now officially ended, and the second one has already unfold.

It always started off with much happiness, but otherwise; some time later.

i'm feeling it now.

:(

Rest.

Super hectic studying period. See you soon, later. ;)

Happy Valentines!

We are all wanting to search for the perfect partner out there. The perfect one that we once used to dream of when we were little or even now, perhaps. But how often will you get to find the 100% perfect one in your life? Don't tend to overlook things, treasure those that really appreciates you. Happy Valentines. <3

Dreams are for dreamers.
don't be one,
fulfill them instead.

fingers crossed.
x