24.11.12

When we have too little of something, we always crave for more.

But when we have too much, we complain and did not learn to appreciate.

Life isn't like wearing a glasses. When you intend to avoid something that is troubling you, you take off your glasses and ignore your surrounding since its blur. But that doesn't mean that if things are blurry, the problem isn't there anymore.

Gahh, She's talking in riddle.

I'm off.

Putting on the glasses doesn't seem like there's any solution to it either.

Saying goodbye is never easy.

Having to experience two different parting session with two different people in a week, sucks. Was i not matured enough? that i still feel a whole lot of sadness building up in me. The fact that saying goodbye makes me realize a lot of things clearer now, and it scares me.

It was my first, experiencing a good colleague leaving last Friday. She's more than a colleague; she is in fact a very good friend of mine. We shared a lot of happy moment together, pleasant conversation and all our dirty little secrets that we have never once shared with others. Its a pain to see her leave and knowing that i will not see her as often saddened me. Work is so going to be less exciting now. However, the good side is, she is now officially my friend and we will never have to deal with any office politics anymore. Thank you for being my no.1 listener at all time and the encouragements you have given me! I'm sure going to miss you lots.

In these 2 days, it was also my first to experience such dramatic goodbye session that i have ever had with anyone else. Dramatic, in a good way. That proves how much feeling i have in me for you. And to make it more dramatic, it's only for a short period of time and it have already affected me quite badly. I can't imagine how is it like if you are going to be away for month(s).

You are now going further and further away from me. But no matter how far you are away from me, thinking of you makes me feel like i am never alone, i can find comfort through memories of you. I wish you feel the same too. I will wait for you. Can't wait to receive your text or hear from you. I will be good, i promise.

Well, like they all said, distance do makes the heart grow fonder! right? i will be strong.

♥ you, i am off to bed. 

  

June 18th 2012

I might have failed miserably in other things, but I have found myself other happiness; If only things work out and I believe it will. God works in mysterious ways. I am a happy girl now.

Thank you.

Had a super rough week, felt like i have went through the biggest failure and disappointment throughout my whole life. But i am ready to move on; its no use crying over spilled milk. I know i have a lot more to learn in life, especially learning to look forward but not looking back and grieve over the past. 

At the same time, words can't express the gratitude i feel when i think about those who have been there for me the whole time and motivated me with all kinds of stories. You guys have been supportive through this difficult time. All of you are truly a blessing in my life. I couldn't have made it alone without all of you. 

A BIG THANK YOU. 

However, despite the miserable weekend i had, some people brightened me up as well : 

So naughty yet so adorable.

Can't resist! <3 <3 <3

Musical wasn't the greatest of all but the companion i had with me was the best of all time! :)

"The only people with whom you should try to get even are those who have helped you." 
John E. Southard

There's always rainbow after the rain.

i will never forget that.

you know what i meant.

and for him,

i am all smiles ,

every day and night. :)

A chapter in a past.

Skimming through the pictures in my camera ages ago, reminiscing the whole lot of memories, feeling so melancholy about everything. How did time flies so fast and the changes in life have been quite drastically changed? We often said people comes and go in your life. So easily said than done. But nevertheless, every experience that you encountered made you someone stronger.

There were the times where we laughed with absolutely no reason at all; Being bitchy to whom who has a problem with us; Making fun of each other.

Undeniably i missed all those and her presence.

But there also comes a point in your life, when you realize who really matters, who never did, and who always will. I believe I have done my part in these years, making much of an effort, most of the time.

I guess i haven't really changed, still pretty much sensitive over issues like this. But im proud to say, im very much stronger now. Though I thought both of us are pretty much irreplaceable to each other. However, this would be the last, I'm not young anymore, according to him - I will still have to accept the fact that people comes and go in your life.

It's fact, not fiction.

Throwing all the sadness behind; Because i have always knew...

it might be stormy now, but it can't rain forever.

:)

For some reason, I'm ready to embark on my second chapter now. God bless!

Curtain closed.

The previous chapter of my life is now officially ended, and the second one has already unfold.

It always started off with much happiness, but otherwise; some time later.

i'm feeling it now.

:(